Monday, March 16, 2009

V.2 You Promised

You promised you’d never hurt me. Yet I sit here with tears grazing my cheeks. You say it’s going to be O.K. But will it? You know the feelings I have for you, yet it’s not enough. You’re “confused” and that kills me. You say it will be fine and I pray to God you’re right.

You Promised V.1 55 word story

I changed the entire thing so don't pay any attention to the other one!

You promised you’d never hurt me. Yet I sit here with tears streaming down my cheeks. You say it will be O.K. But will it? I told you I like you, and yet it’s not enough. You say you’re confused and it kills me inside. You say it will all be fine and I pray to God you’re right.

Monday, March 9, 2009

55 word story v.1

I wrote this in like 5 minuets so it's not that great


“What does love mean to you?”

“It’s a comforting feeling that is so sweet. It’s something unbreakable and irresistible. It’s a life long commitment that I’m willing to hold onto for as long as I live. And when I look into your eyes, that’s not only what I see but what I feel.

I should have said more v.2

It didn't change much but here s v.2

I Should Have Said More

When you were her on earth

I should have appreciated you more.

To know one day

You would leave me forever

I told you some things

But I should have said more

If only I was given one more minute

I would have done things better

I would have told you how much you meant to me

And how I loved everything about you

From your darkest nights

To your brightest days

Your gorgeous smile that shone so bright

And your beautiful laugh that was music to my ears

I loved your words of wisdom

And your life lessons

How every time we fought

We made up, like we were good as new

Nothing could stand between us

We were unbreakable

You were and are still my best friend

And the best there could be

If I had one more minute

I would make it last a lifetime

Just by saying I love you

Sunday, February 22, 2009

I Should Have Said More V1

When you were here on earth
I should have appreciated it more
To know one day
You would leave me forever
I told you some things
But I should have said more
If only I was given one more minute
I would have done things better
I would tell you how much you meant to me
How I loved everything about you
From your darkest nights
To your brightest days
Your gorgeous smile
And your beautiful laugh
I loved your words of wisdom
And your life lessons
How every time we fought
We made up
Like we were as good as new
Nothing could stand between us
We had something unbreakable
You were my best friend
And the best there could be
If I had that one more minute
I would make it last a lifetime
Just by saying I love you.

Everything Changes

My body lay motionless,
Full of pain and torment.
Hazel eyes swollen from tears, and
A fragile heart, broken upon the floor.

That one phone call changed everything,
Not only my present, but my future as well.
A couple words from the other end,
Made me collapse into a world of despair.

Hearing them tell me you’re gone,
Shock took over every aspect of me.
Disbelief moving in.

Seeing you lay motionless,
Cold at the touch
Tortured me.

Your beautiful face lost forever,
Beneath the frozen ground.

To know I’ll never see you again,
Ripped me to shreds.

Too soon and too young,
The pain fades away.

My heart pieced back together.
All our memories cherished, and
Our many stories shared.

Never will I forget what you meant to me, and
Not too long down the road,
I know I’ll see you again.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

My Best Friend

So as you all know that Alyssa Beattie passed away last month. I just want to say that not a day goes by where I dont think about her. She touched many people's lives including mine. She was my best friend and I miss her so much. Today is a bad day just because I cant stop thinking about her. I guess its like that every day. It made a huge impact on my life since she was such a huge part of it. Me and Alyssa had a lot planned for the future. We were both accepted into SCSU and were going to be roommates. We were so excited to go off to college together. I just want to let you all know that I might write most of my stuff about her. So dont get annoyed. It's just a way that I cope with the loss of my closest friend. By doing this it makes it feel like she is still here. I still find it hard to believe that she is gone forever. And I try to hold my head up high and accept that. It just gets to me sometimes.