My Best Friend

So as you all know that Alyssa Beattie passed away last month. I just want to say that not a day goes by where I dont think about her. She touched many people's lives including mine. She was my best friend and I miss her so much. Today is a bad day just because I cant stop thinking about her. I guess its like that every day. It made a huge impact on my life since she was such a huge part of it. Me and Alyssa had a lot planned for the future. We were both accepted into SCSU and were going to be roommates. We were so excited to go off to college together. I just want to let you all know that I might write most of my stuff about her. So dont get annoyed. It's just a way that I cope with the loss of my closest friend. By doing this it makes it feel like she is still here. I still find it hard to believe that she is gone forever. And I try to hold my head up high and accept that. It just gets to me sometimes.